K Yo Maya Ho

Timi mero aankhama baseki xeu,
Jata heryo timi nai tmi matrai dekhxu
Aankha kholxu samunne timi nai hunxau,
Banda garu timi lai nai dekhxu,
Khai k vayo malai thaha xaina malai,
Sayad yehi nai ho ki maya…

Timro haaso dekhda ma jati sukai pida ma vaye pani hasna mann laagxa,
Timro muskaan dekhda ra timi najik huda swarga ma xu jasto laagxa…
Sayad tesaile hola ma tmro agadi joker jastai sadhai hasauxu,
Malai timro tyo muhar ko muskaan dherai mann parxa tesaile ta tmilai sadhai jiskauxu…
Sayad yehi nai ho maya…
Tmro najik koi kta ayo vane pani malai mann pardaina
Timilai aru kasaile jiskayeko pani malai mann pardaina,
Sacho maya garxu ma timilai
Sadhai bhari mann ma sajai rakhnexu timilai,
Ma timilai dherai chahanxu,
Timilai afno banauna chahanxu,
Mann ko kura bhanna chahanxu,
Tara kehi bhanna sakiraheko xaina,
Prayas ta maile nagareko pani haina,
Kehi bolu kehi bhanu bhani najik jau jhai laagxa,
Tara mann ma kata kata darr laagxa,
Yedi timile reject garxeu ki bhani
Ramro chalirako friendship tutxa ki bhani…
Aba chai j sukai hos mann ko kura bhannai parne vo
Maile timilai mann parako pani dherai vo,
Aba ta atti vo sapana ma timi, bipana ma timi, kalpana ma timi,
Mero jindagi timi, bhavisya timi, mero mutu timi…
Timi bina ma aba baachna sakdina
Binti priye mero prastablai nai nabhana…
Tmle maneu bhane sansaar ka sara khusi tmlai dinexu,
Mero yo jindagi tmrai naam ma jiune xu…
I love you ‘……’

Tragic Love

The saddest thing in the world is to love someone who never likes you. You could call it one sided love, but it was not eventually…
Usally People feel heartbroken their loved nes goes on a date with someone else. 😦
Something like this happened in my life when I was 20.
I met a girl in a high school who is my classmate, she was very beautiful, her eye were so attractive, and her smile was heartmelting 🙂
The first time i saw her I was completely fell in love with her, i knew it was bit crazy but i could not stop myself, i wanted to meet her and look at her face everyday, i tried to talk to her and we became friends, it wasn’t that difficult for me, she was very friendly and so do I.
Slowly we became very close, we used to meet everyday outside the class and had lots of fun, I used to tell her very funny jokes just to see her laughing and happy face 🙂
She always smile when I talk to her. But sad thing is I had never told her that i love her…
I was afraid that if i told her i would lose her, but she told me that she likes me,
Was nothing more than that…

There was my bestfriend ‘X’. I did not even told him that i’m in love with that girl and i like her so much, if told him he would made fun of me for sure, he would always tease me so i didn’t told him,
For many times he has seen her with me so sometimes he interfere us, but i couldn’t tell him anything he was a good friend.
After some days passed he said he likes that girl and he’s gonna make her fall for him, he told me he loves her so much, when i heard that my heart broken into pieces…
I couldn’t say anything, i was just standing like a statue, i was speechless…

Neither i could tell the truth to her nor him.
I don’t know whom will she chose!
Probably She will chose him ’cause he already told her his feelings since i never had…
But in future i can’t tell him the truth otherwise he would feel guilty or heartbroken… Really very coplicated lifestory…

But I’ll always love her from deep inside my heart…
I’ve heard that ”to gain precious thing is not a big deal, to
sacrifice precious thing is what count”…